Everyone has their own feelings, everyone has hopes, has expectations, has dreams, and so on. And sometimes this thing is can’t be shared to our friends, colleagues, or even family. Surely everyone does ever facing this problem. For some peoples it’s better for using the secret diaries, the notebook for place where do we write out scratches, emotions, feelings, dream catchers, expectation or etc.
But sometimes its not practice in the current situation today, where we are in busy with our activity, or have loads of activities. But sometimes we still need to do and write on it.
So what we gonna do then, how do we use our Secret Diary today?

According to the title, maybe it’s lil bit confusing. But yeah, this is an expectation. Expectation that maybe uncommon. Obviously, this is one thing that some parts of it is missing and it was a very beautiful in our life. Peoples said never looked back if you want to see or reach your future.
This quotation is have deeper meaning, but I’m still don’t know or realize that the quotation is right or true for everybody. For me the future is not only what we looking in front of us today, but sometime the spirit from that past came along with us.
And once again, the spirit not only come from horizontally aspect only but also vertical aspect.

It’s been almost in the end of 7th month. But there are still lot things to do till the end of this month! Have to finished to revised previous projects, Working on running projects, and preparing for the future projects. That things should’ve been done this month.
The most problem is always classical problem. Obviously, I can fight with this. But there are always mixed with external matters that come simultaneously and its commonly happen. Sometimes it’s easy to be fighting with this kind of situation but sometimes, we have now way out while fighting into this kind of situation.
Crossroads, thats the most confusing thing when we have to decide which way that we should gonna pass through. Deciding the right way, or take the short turn into final destination… Thats will be a big questions for me!
Wish the spirit will never let me go down, keep to the best what I can do! Is that the secret? Haha

When you are growing and growing, facing what is called the real life, then mostly we will forgetting our very past memories. Part are not like today, today everything is documented easily with camera, blog or some other kind. For we who weren’t have abilities like today sometimes afraid that we gonna lose our very past memories.
It’s make us become more comfortable in facing this wild life. If I have time actually I’m gonna write anything that happen is past time especially when I was children. Surely it’s gonna be interestin..
It’s bed time so good bye for now

Some people or maybe common people just judge a people from the first meet someone.
Some peoples said that I’m never got anger by someone or always got a nice thing from everyone. Hehe… Sometimes I laughed to myself, is that me that kind of that guy? Thanks God if it’s right
But it’s not nobody knows about me at all. Sometimes there is a reason why someone got nice to us. I.e if we are good to peoples, surely peoples will feel good to us, even not always but usually you’ll have the more good rather than the bad one another example in a family, a mom usually mostly love the youngest one, that’s definetly commonly happen everywhere in this earth. Some brothers or sisters always wondering, she doesn’t love me anymore. But do you brothers or sisters ever or have think do I already give the best for our mom? Surely most of them doesn’t really cared about that stupid question. Sorry no meant for offense
So if some peoples was justifyed me like that, I don’t know where they looked from.
Surely I, I also ever got some problem with someones. Nobody perfects with creatures inside the atmosphere

When we already busy with works, then it will never end with works. Once the works finished and then another one is coming. Surely this is the things that employees always had. Whatever the business company are you currently working for, except you are the boss of your own company.
Every employees want to have the most optimal productivity to their worklife. Some of them for increasing salary, position, promotion, or etc.
There are some way to increasing our productivity by using internet technology. And most of them are affected to some peoples but also some peoples have no impact to their work life.
So it would be nice if somebody have their own way and share how they increased their work productivity.
Actually the most important thing is define your task for today and have a deadline to do it. It’s one of the way to increase our productivity. But once again, not everyone could or able to do it.

It was the first day in April, and the time still feel so fast and faster. Seems like February were like yesterday. But the show must go on, it’s April. Today some peoples said it was April Fools day, even here the days just like usual nobody fooled me or did the wicked things in this day.
About work, todays was a good day, even the presentation is delayed, but so far I think it’s still good. The Axioo sometimes annoying, but finally it worked.
I already got the data today, so the hacking is begin.
Today bought a new CD again it’s the third CD I bought between 21 days, it’s Kerli’s’ album Love is Dead the is the First Estonian album I found in my city today. This is a great album, so thanks my friend for recommend me that Album! So I’m so excited. The next thing is waiting the CD order, I made an order to request the most and the biggest hope to own that albums The album still on secret, but I hope the can force to get the album in next days!

Life is just like a gear,
It have the sharps and also have blunts
Everybody always have a fear,
A fear that everyone is not always same.

Sometimes the sharp one could hurt,
but not always hurt because it’s also worth,
without it there are no rotated

The blunts not always below the sharp,
It could be above or beside the sharp one,
Thats make the system began start,
And worked together with another one.

Chains is the emotion,
Its always flow through the gears,
It might be difficult while crossing the sharp motion
But in the end they can passed it without the tears.

Maybe continued…

by nawi2010 @ home : 1.20pm

Nawi Shrimp Sauces

Shrimp Fried Rice

Last week was very tired days, after the housekeeping is sacked out, I must doing everything on my own. Washing, cleaning, hanging, and also cooking. At first days, it was very tired because it was long time ago since I didn’t used housekeeping. But the show must go on

The picture above are taken last week, while I’m finished my cook, I have an Idea to take some pics of it The first above is my shrimp sauces, it’s the simple one.

And the 2nd pic is fried rice with shrimps

Last week I bought about a kilo of shrimp, and it’s still left some, so I just finished the last.

Yeah, it’s been a long time since I didn’t writing here… There are so many things I had to do in last days, weeks, or even month. Mostly it’s about work. Work… work… work… thats never stop and it’s always come and come and don’t know where it will be stop.
Sometimes, it interesting, and sometimes it’s boring. But yeah that’s why it maybe called the chronicles. It will be always have a story and inspired, even sometimes we hated to do it, to be friendly with it and even do more serious
Okay, that’s the only some scratching words. Well last week I bought some CD of my fav artists, it’s Radiohead’s The Best Of Album, and ABBA MAMMA MIA original soundtrack album. I had listening on it and it so great!!!
Yeah maybe it’s just little words that’s I like to share now. While testing this posting from textmate
Have a nice weekend Guys!!!